Gloomy Day

Look at this Table. It is very stylish! Just like the on in the hospital! Its $100 plus $15 Shipping.

I have to think twice of getting this table which cost only $100 (if according to Brad Pitt), While on the other hand, Mr Pitt got himself a very unique table. Go on have a look and let me know what do you think of his new "unique" table that cost USD $300,000!

In my opinion, it is NOT WORTH IT! it doesnt look sophisticated or Cute or whatever u call expensive. It looks Weird, just like how Angelina Jolie had commented it, "He has impeccable design taste. And whenever he sees something he likes, he buys it for himself.” In other terms, he has got a Weird taste!

I'd rather spend it on BAGS,BAGS,BAGS!

Another Juice for the Day: Marriage.

It's only a word, but it puts everyone in a very high level of pressure. Mom said i've turned 22 and i'm old. She kept asking when am i marrying. I believe, Marriage is not a one-sided, it needs both parties to share a love thats real & be patient to each other, trying to understand the other party. I want to get married, but where is my prince charming?

This has been bothering me for almost a week now, it seriously affects me emotionally. Mom was afraid that i turned into a workaholic and marriage is out of the question.Which is NOT TRUE.

Ever since i was 6,before i left for Singapore for my Studies,I had always wish to get married at the age of 21. Oh well, but its not happening now - as i already turned 22 couple of weeks ago.

I also wish something would happen in 08/08/08, which is in 2 months time. Be it a baby is born, or if i am not married - this will be my wedding day. All my aunties and uncles had known about it, even before i had my first boy-friend.I've told everyone that i want to get married/engaged in 08/08/08. But in fact, it's not happening again.

When I first started dating my current boy-friend. I asked him if he is serious, would there be any chance of 'something' happening in 2008, and he said yes - engaged. And i made him promised it. But when i asked him again last year, or even early this year, he said don't think so.

Why must engagement/marriage be forced just like how i made him promised? This is not how marriage/engagement should happen. It should just happened like a twink of an eye. It should be just when 2 people met, they get along very well and love each other, and settle down after 2 - 3 years of seeing each other...

My kindergarten friend, Lita, is gonna have her engagement next weekend (28/06/08) and my secondary school friend, Marcella, is getting married on 4th January 09. And my cousin, was engaged last week, and will be getting married next year. There are gonna be 2 cousins getting married next year, and they are siblings.

Well, CONGRATS EVERYONE WHO WILL BE TIEING THE KNOT! & CONGRATS EVERYONE FOR FINDING YOUR OTHER HALF!

Maybe, I am just not lucky enough in this life, and hopefully, i will have a better life in the next life! Not that i dont appreciate the current life! I love my family and everything, i enjoy the designer bags which dad bought for me, and etc. I am cool with the family kinda thing, but i am not cool with MYSELF. Things never go the way i want it to be, such as, the married thing which i wished for to get married/engaged by 21 or 22, and also, working my ass off in an advertising company or owning a magazine company.

I think life is a joke. So, i will just laugh with it and enjoy the ride. I know HE will have a nice plan and beautiful future for me.