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Some people are born in a 'silver-spoon' fed family, and some comes from an average incomed family. Yes, i cant deny, i am a child fed with a silver spoon. I had always been 'marked' by family friends n bro's / sis' friends as a child who knows nothing and get everything i ever wanted. But ...



I know my limits. I know when i should start to get my ass off to work. I know how to look for a job. I know how to decide what's good for myself. And the most important thing is, I know when to stop getting money from mom & dad!

My mind is all over the place and it's complicated. I am at the verge of giving up. I can't go on like this forever, stucked between a sister n a boy-friend who doesnt speak up and communicate with each other. Yes, they don't communicate. I, Me, Myself & I is the communicator. It feels like as though they both haven't got a "mouth" to speak to each other.

An example would be:

Sister :"Tell your boyfriend, i've already transferred the money"

And the boyfriend would say: "Tell your sister, xxxxxx"

Why should i be the communicator? oh my dear Lord, what have i done to myself?

Is this part n pieces of my ups and downs? Is this a test or is this to show me something is not right?

If this is a test, pls give me the strength to get through it all.

I am seriously lost & .... depressed soon ....